Dear God

Here I am, crumpled into a heap Broken again The pain

Not just physically But spiritually, morally, mentally Within and without

Things are all mixed up I hold my head and close my eyes And think of you, My Father

All I ever wanted was You To be my focus point My bright beacon even in the darkest night To love you unreservedly Under any circumstance My best friend, confidant, counselor

Here I am, Heart heavy with defeat The world has won again

One more determination dashed And shattered into millions of pieces Scattered across eternity

Why, why can I not be strong, a warrior How can I help fight the world's wars When I can't win the one within

I sigh and despair, always hoping I haven't lost my chance To dance with You across the skies


About just stevie

First and foremost...I am not a writer! That is very evident if you start from the beginning. These blogs are the result of an intense relationship with my heavenly Father and I wanted to put my thoughts into writing. Words and music are very powerful...together...each having it's own interpretation! This encourages me that every day be different, with new thoughts and directions. Even now, that surprises me when I go back and re-read an experience I've gone thru. I think I can say, that my writing has improved with time...enjoy...
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2 Responses to DEAR GOD 1

  1. Stevie ; Our father once told me that the world is the womb of the heavens and that he is looking for his children . As I read your words I know he has found one ” You ”

    You have not lost your chance, you have earned the opportunity .


    • just stevie says:

      This was my very first blog….God was pushing me to write, write about the things I go thru every day, my fears, my disappointments, my failures…and look where He has me today. He has widened my knowledge and given me articulation to press a point home. I am so grateful to Him. Thanks for your kind response Cassper!

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