Here I am Just a dreamer Always wondering why My life is not what it seems

For every dream That is shattered Memories surface Of another life that was

Heart wrenching agony Feeds into disappointment And discouragement That I may never find my way home

Who was I, O God That fought with your army Many ages ago, or was it Within a time and dimension

Was it yesterday Or a hundred years ago That I was your Warrior Successful

Right decisions were made Because of my love for You And your Promises To uphold Justice AND Mercy

What happened So that now I am Barely a survivor For your cause

For every right decision I made then A wrong decision now Takes it's place

Have I been hidden away In Your portfolio That will be revealed In Your time

Is this dimension A testing ground For those that confess A love for You

If so, then I have failed Even knowing the truth For strength is foreign, to me

Darkness A thick veil Hovers over me Concealing You, from me

Help me find my way Back to you, O God To Righteousness And Your roundtable, of Truth

Cover me O God And forgive my transgressions That I may travel Back to Your glorious plan

My soul, in it's desperate measure To find you Tiptoes upwards Reaching...Reaching....



About just stevie

First and foremost...I am not a writer! That is very evident if you start from the beginning. These blogs are the result of an intense relationship with my heavenly Father and I wanted to put my thoughts into writing. Words and music are very powerful...together...each having it's own interpretation! This encourages me that every day be different, with new thoughts and directions. Even now, that surprises me when I go back and re-read an experience I've gone thru. I think I can say, that my writing has improved with time...enjoy...
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