Why is my heart so lonely?
Why are You so far away…so silent?

My mortal heart, so fragile
So elusive, a fugitive
Frayed and tattered
Caught in life’s tides
Like willows on the water

Wounded, injured and scarred
An open book to heaven
A possession for hell
A conflict of war, a battlefield
Never able to find a home

Where are You, Why,
Why can I not find comfort

There are divine circumstances
That mortality cannot comprehend
Nor are privileged to
Engage in heavenly dispensations
On this side of earth’s journey

But that does not stop my heart,
My soul, from reaching upward
Out to Your higher plain
To understand and partake
Of the crucial divine plan

I comprehend, but nonetheless
The void is greater than the knowledge

I hear the call
In a time of eternal distress
My heart strains to respond
But hesitates, always looking backwards
Fighting an enemy within

Let me kneel at Your feet
And feel your hands covering my head
Let me stay and cry until my heart heals
For I cannot help anyone else
Until I myself am healed

Grief and Sorrow are my companions
Sad nocturnes on my journey

Such a fragile dream to think
That I, a mere human could move
In celestial circles with your stars
And yet, it is…
What my heart wishes the most

Breath on me, Eclipse my heart
Within a winter’s solstice time
A heavenly covering to protect
Me from an abrupt abandonment
To let go and give up

For my tears are not
The only tears that cover the earth…

12.21.10 ~ 12.31.10


About just stevie

First and foremost...I am not a writer! That is very evident if you start from the beginning. These blogs are the result of an intense relationship with my heavenly Father and I wanted to put my thoughts into writing. Words and music are very powerful...together...each having it's own interpretation! This encourages me that every day be different, with new thoughts and directions. Even now, that surprises me when I go back and re-read an experience I've gone thru. I think I can say, that my writing has improved with time...enjoy...
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2 Responses to DEAR GOD 14

  1. lisens says:

    Beautiful and moving and sad on this day of days. Thank you for sharing.

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