Dear God, oh my God….this day….

You have given me a glimpse of the final war we are facing
And I have done nothing except feel hopelessness
And cry heart-wrenching tears
Because of the overwhelming force of reality that proves
I know nothing nor understand the extreme battle plans
Set against humanity, as a whole
To expressively exterminate those who stand
For Truth…for Justice…those choosing to stand with You

How, oh God, how, in Your Name are we expected to humanly compete
And survive the onslaught coming our way
A spiritual altercation that has been building for ages upon ages
The final push to eliminate all resistance that is a threat to
Your kingdom, Your plan, Your salvation for mankind

We know…that he knows
And dwells on our thoughts to persevere against him
He listens to our conversations and prayers, watches our moves
And circumvents at every angle to destroy any resistance
That will foil his strategy against You,
Your enemy has no motive hidden from him

And in this we greatly fear retribution, and complete defeat, unless
You show yourself as our Rock, our salvation
To be physically engraved and etched on Terra’s terrain
And declared against the current human lifestyles
Not just as an idea, or a philosophy to be discussed with words
But a real heavenly presence, an old testament revelation to the world
All around us, as a true Force to be reckoned with
Real…utterly real

If not, then humanity as we know it today will cease to exist
You have seen the plight of our children….our heritage
We now have parents killing their own children
Along with torture and rape, for convenience or pleasure
And not to be forgotten, the world has put them up for auction
Whether born or unborn, to be destroyed by death
Or for sale to the highest bidder
With submission of laws
Pushing to condone and submit them to sexual relations
with no regard or protection for their innocence
God forgive us for what we’ve done to each other

How, oh God, how, in Your name are we expected to fight
The beast that reigns…within…our human hearts
That has been building through out the ages
That pushes through to complete the enemy’s agenda
Using us as an accomplice to his every wish
How could we, your creation, finally bow down
To hell’s wishes, to push through and break every
law that you gave to us

It is appalling, the brevity, coupled with brazen disrespect
For Your Name…I am ashamed
I am so ashamed…and I cry
Because I am weak and afraid
Because I shoot fighting arrows to the sky
That disappear into the nothing
As if all I do is in vain
Or because of my sheer ignorance

Where is the Army of the Lord?
Where are the others?
Where do we fit into the eternal plans you have set forth?
Will you bring all those that support you together?
Will you unite Your fellowship to fight as One?
Would you turn back time, for a second chance?
Or, are our hearts so wicked that we don’t deserve
second chances?

The Sadness, the overwhelming sadness
Breaks my heart…because
Those that deems themselves earthly knights and lords
Everyone of them ~ wants to rule Your world
And I cry for the lack of a heavenly conduct code
I cry…because…I cannot see the end
Give me the strength to believe
You are with us…

Please…be with us…


About just stevie

First and foremost...I am not a writer! That is very evident if you start from the beginning. These blogs are the result of an intense relationship with my heavenly Father and I wanted to put my thoughts into writing. Words and music are very powerful...together...each having it's own interpretation! This encourages me that every day be different, with new thoughts and directions. Even now, that surprises me when I go back and re-read an experience I've gone thru. I think I can say, that my writing has improved with time...enjoy...
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3 Responses to DEAR GOD 44

  1. B.b.S.s.Saint says:

    Hello Just Stevie. Your brother sent me here. A beautiful woman of God’s heart is very evident.
    This stanza really sounds like the cry of my ❤heart:
    “It is appalling, the brevity, coupled with brazen disrespect
    For Your Name…I am ashamed
    I am so ashamed…and I cry
    Because I am weak and afraid
    Because I shoot fighting arrows to the sky
    That disappear into the nothing
    As if all I do is in vain
    Or because of my sheer ignorance”
    Thanks for sharing your heart.

    • just stevie says:

      It’s terrifying…still! And this was written in 2014! Look what has transpired since then! My only hope is that God will have Mercy on those that continually reach out to Him and trust Him to fix all the broken pieces! Thank you for stopping by…Peace & Blessings!

  2. Pointman says:

    Thank you for dropping a very generous comment at my blog. I like your work and Christian blogs are such a rarity I appreciate.

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